This Moment With Him

God is sweet, God is pleasure, he is enjoyment. Just having him, and being with him is everything. Sometimes you might come to his presence with a list of requests or questions. But the moment your eyes meet his beautiful face, the moment you just draw close enough, you forget everything.

All of a sudden you feel like all those things you have to say no longer matters. Nothing matters, everything becomes insignificant. The only thing that matters is right here, right now, being with him. You and him together, you can’t even think of any other thing but this very much, this joy, this excitement, this sweetness and pressure that grips you and paralyses you.

You try to remember what you came here for, you try to reach out and retrieve those requests and questions, but everything keeps slipping away in your brain. It’s like the whole of your brain is flooded, and everything is just floating and slipping. The only thing you could hear is a cry from your heart, “I enjoy you Lord, I just enjoy you”.

God, seeing the struggle going on in your head, turns and say, “I enjoy meeting your needs, it is pleasure unto me. I will answer all your requests and you will know no lack“. It is like that scripture, “It shall also come to pass that before they pray, I will answer;” (Isa 65:24). Yes, he will answer even if you can’t speak it out. Now all that matters is being here with him, enjoying this very moment.